So I’ve kind of neglected Tumblr for a while. Been too busy with work, volunteering, passing my driving test and spending time with some special people. I guess for a while I was quite naive and used Tumblr to vent my anger and express my upset. Yes I posted some good stuff too, but I think I became to content with using Tumblr as a place to express my rollercoaster of emotions.
Not saying there is never going to be anything bad happen, life is full of ups and downs, but with life at the moment, I can gladly say i’m happy! :) I have my boyfriend who i love millions and cannot wait for our holiday and then my future with him. I have more independence since being able to drive and just go places when i want to. I’d love to find a job that’s more full time, but currently, loving the job i do!
100% looking forward to this summer, whether it be raining or not, have a good ol’ catch up with my girlies planned where I intend to let myself go and have a good time. The boyf starts his course - a step forward for him :) holiday for a week, will be glad to just get away from Gravesend and then the best friend’s 21st Birthday and Party. Then a good ol’ laugh i’m sure when doing Race for Life….. Everything else will just be a bonus. Bring it on is what i say, cannot wait!
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Yesterday was one of the hardest days I’ve had.. Thoughts running through my mind of my Nan as it was her one year anniversary. However also trying to stay strong and support the boyfriend when attending his Grandad’s funeral. The service was lovely, the music was a good selection and the flowers were beautiful.
At the moment just nothing seems to be going right, I don’t want to be one of those sad and depressing blogs but I just have so much crap going on at the moment - it’s unreal.. I know people say “think positive, positive things will happen” I tried that, didn’t work, so what do I do now. I want to get the 30th out the way and then 20th April.
Zoe Leanne..
